А, еще я пришла сказать про Рэдвельвет, которые в этом году ну очень даже хорошие, про Эпик хай!, и про the black skirts - очень рекомендую последний альбом team baby. Bolbbalgan4, не помню, писала или нет, тоже вернулись с хорошим альбомом, намного лучше, чем прошлый, имхо.


Мисс эй и Ти-ара. Простите, что обходила стороной, под вас так хорошо бегается. Китайские сольники Jia - единственные китайские сольники, которые я на данный момент оценила, и даже побегала под них. (Еще хорошо бегается под Шинву).

@темы: музыка

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Я пришла сказать, что age of youth, особенно первая часть, охуенная драма. И вторая меня раздражала сменой актриссы, и чуть пентагоном, но я бы пересмотрела еще.

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Лучшую группу, лучшее видео и альбом возьмет бангтан, экзо возьмут артиста, твайс? Песню, севентин хорео, рэд вельвет группу я хз
30%
Это смешно

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В год, когда мальчики продали больше миллиона, они делают 30% фанвоут? Да вы охуели или что блять

10?!10%?!Продаж!

Овлвллал случай, ну его нахуй

Что, больше никаких шансов дать см десанг не осталось

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А всем понравилась исинова овца, да? Ну окей.

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кроличка на фансайне сегодня или вчера был необычайно широким, и с выдающимся подбородком. Как они делают из этого мужика маленького мальчика я хз, сила мейкапа

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Стратиевской открыточка с голубем, за статью о бальзаке и драйзере, и себе открыточка, потому что могла бы написать монографию о том, как это не работает

@темы: выебудни

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про фанфики

это вряд ли будет популярным мнением, но house of cards автора sugamins это на 90% блевота, смешанная с кровью, и на 10% желание узнать, когда уже фичный Джиблс снесет башню фичному мальчику в дорогом костюме.
когда я писала свои Rки для гпшного фандома, я всегда приводила в пример того, где дно, слизеринскую шлюху. Карточный домик это вполне себе дно этого фандома. я не могу понять, почему age play и деградация так популярны. к слову, когда я только пришла в фандом, я несколько месяцев листала чанбэк, и, как я помню, самым популярным фиком был baby breath? его еще самиздатом печатали. то же самое было и у спнщиков, в той части фандома, которая писала рпс. и? не знаю, кинкшеймингом не занимаюсь (но это не точно), но есть так много крутых штук, а популярным всегда останется, где кто-то в роли овоща, животного или вещи.

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новый алльбом айю прекрасен

@темы: музыка

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ах же ж как меня подбешивают эти треды в тви о том, какой крутой старый кпоп, и какие они все крутые, пч знают вторую волну. бич, сука, вы там все ебанулись или что. сидят и надрачивают людям нервы. да слушайте свой миротик, кто же вам запрещает, но с каких это пор нужно слушать всю кор музыку емае. а вот вы кима кван сока слышали? вот, где легенда.
моцарт сонбеним в душу мать

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B.a.p. rewind очень хорошая, почему они не с ней камбэкнулись, а с ханимуном кривеньким. Заметила, что у них надо копаться в альбомах, чтобы найти хорошую песню, а не, наоборот, просто промо послушать. Мне никогда их титулка не нравилась, но в каком-то из последних альбомов нашлась killer и чусосо, например

@темы: музыка

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i am in love

@темы: BTS, dj Syub, Min Suga!

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@темы: BTS

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мик дроп чем-то напомнил машин ган, а начало дианэй с Тэ напомнило мне я вам не скажу за всю одессу, хахах

@темы: музыка

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ну, ребят, что бы я там не ждала, мои мальчики все равно приносят мне, пусть и другое, но все равно хорошее. мои мальчики приносят только лучшее.

@темы: BTS, музыка

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@темы: музыка

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лучший девчачий камбэк 2017 (не считая сольников)

upd после рэд вельвет

@темы: музыка

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сделала эннеаграмму, вышло 5w6, что очень резонирует с isfj по бригсу, потому что обычно isfj во второй, и вот эти несколько месяцев я вела себя именно что по второй, и! я думаю, поэтому мне так и тяжело, потому что сама я веду себя целиком и полностью по 5й с другими людьми, размягчаюсь в 6ю, но с ним меня разъебашило во вторую, что, очевидно, вывернуло всю меня, не то, как я себя веду, как сдерживаю, а вот именно самый экстрим полез, и все потому, что по isfj включилась функция "спасти любой ценой", снесшая все логические преграды на своем пути - сработало типично, это классика отношений isfj и intp (драйзер/бальзак, эси/или, хранитель/критик. как видно, вторая у меня довольно высокая, но она заглушена 5й и 6й, а ради него 5я и 6я отошли в сторону, а теперь с огромным усилием возвращаются обратно по выжженой земле.

Type 5 - 9.7
Type 6 - 9
Type 2 - 8.4
Type 9 - 8
Type 1 - 8
Type 4 - 7.4
Type 3 - 7.4

Wing 5w6 - 14.2
Wing 6w5 - 13.9
Wing 5w4 - 13.4
Wing 2w1 - 12.4
Wing 4w5 - 12.3
Wing 1w2 - 12.2
Wing 2w3 - 12.1
Wing 9w1 - 12
Wing 1w9 - 12
Wing 3w2 - 11.6
Wing 4w3 - 11.1
Wing 3w4 - 11.1
Wing 6w7 - 9
Wing 9w8 - 8
Enneagram Type 5 - The Investigator

Thinkers who tend to withdraw and observe

The Investigator 5.
People of this personality type essentially fear that they don't have enough inner strength to face life, so they tend to withdraw, to retreat into the safety and security of the mind where they can mentally prepare for their emergence into the world. Fives feel comfortable and at home in the realm of thought. They are generally intelligent, well read and thoughtful and they frequently become experts in the areas that capture their interest. While they are sometimes scientifically oriented, especially with the Six wing, just as many Fives are drawn to the humanities and it is not at all uncommon for Fives to have artistic inclinations. Fives are often a bit eccentric; they feel little need to alter their beliefs to accommodate majority opinion, and they refuse to compromise their freedom to think just as they please. The problem for Fives is that while they are comfortable in the realm of thought, they are frequently a good deal less comfortable when it comes to dealing with their emotions, the demands of a relationship, or the need to find a place for themselves in the world. Fives tend to be shy, nonintrusive, independent and reluctant to ask for the help that others might well be happy to extend to them.

Fives are sensitive; they don't feel adequately defended against the world. To compensate for their sensitivity, Fives sometimes adopt an attitude of careless indifference or intellectual arrogance, which has the unfortunate consequence of creating distance between themselves and others. Trying to bridge the distance can be difficult for Fives, as they are seldom comfortable with their social skills, but when they do manage it, they are often devoted friends and life long companions.

Fives are usually somewhat restrained when it comes to emotional expression, but they often have stronger feelings than they let on. Few people know what is going on beneath the surface, as Fives have an often exaggerrated need for privacy and a deep seated fear of intrusion. Because of their sensitivity and their fears of inadequacy, Fives fear being overwhelmed, either by the demands of others or by the strength of their own emotions. They sometimes deal with this by developing a minimalistic lifestyle in which they make few demands on others in exchange for few demands being made on them. Other Fives make their peace with the messiness of life and engage it more fully, but they almost always retain their fears that life is somehow going to demand more of them than they can deliver.

Fives, especially with the Four wing, sometimes mistype themselves as Fours. Such Fives recognize that they have strong emotions and don't identify with the often extremely cerebral portrait of type Five. But, Fives, unlike Fours, always retain some degree of discomfort when it comes to the expression of their emotional states. However much facility they may gain with it, the language of emotion is not their native tongue.

Enneagram Type 6 - The Loyalist

Conflicted between trust and distrust

The Loyalist 6.
People of this personality type essentially feel insecure, as though there is nothing quite steady enough to hold onto. At the core of the type Six personality is a kind of fear or anxiety. This anxiety has a very deep source and can manifest in a variety of different styles, making Sixes somewhat difficult to describe and to type. What all Sixes have in common however, is the fear rooted at the center of their personality, which manifests in worrying, and restless imaginings of everything that might go wrong. This tendency makes Sixes gifted at trouble shooting, but also robs the Six of much needed peace of mind and tends to deprive the personality of spontaneity. The essential anxiety at the core of the type Six fixation tends to permeate the personality with a sort of "defensive suspiciousness." Sixes don't trust easily; they are often ambivalent about others, until the person has absolutely proven herself, at which point they are likely to respond with steadfast loyalty. The loyalty of the Six is something of a two edged sword however, as Sixes are sometimes prone to stand by a friend, partner, job or cause even long after it is time to move on.

Sixes are generally looking for something or someone to believe in. This, combined with their general suspiciousness, gives rise to a complicated relationship to authority. The side of the Six which is looking for something to believe in, is often very susceptible to the temptation to turn authority over to an external source, whether it be in the form of an individual or a creed. But the Six's tendency towards distrust and suspicion works against any sort of faith in authority. Thus, two opposite pulls exist side by side in the personality of enneatype Six, and assume different proportions in different individuals, sometimes alternating within the same individual.

The truly confounding element when it comes to typing Sixes is that there are two fundamentally different strategies that Sixes adopt for dealing with fear. Some Sixes are basically phobic. Phobic Sixes are generally compliant, affiliative and cooperative. Other Sixes adopt the opposite strategy of dealing with fear, and become counterphobic, essentially taking a defiant stand against whatever they find threatening. This is the Six who takes on authority or who adopts a dare devil attitude towards physical danger. Counterphobic Sixes can be agressive and, rather than looking for authorities, can adopt a rebellious or anti-authoritarian demeanor. Counterphobic Sixes are often unaware of the fear that motivates their actions. In fact, Sixes in general, tend to be blind to the extent of their own anxiety. Because it is the constant back drop to all of their emotions, Sixes are frequently unaware of its existence, as they have nothing with which to contrast it.

Because Sixes so frequently fail to appreciate the extent of their own fear, they often mistype themselves. It is common for instance, for female Sixes to mistype as Twos, especially if they are identified with a helper role, but Sixes have a much more ambivalent attitude towards relationships than do Twos, who generally know exactly what they want. Sixes, failing to recognize their anxiety, can mistype as Nines, but Nines have the ability to relax and to trust in others, neither of which come easily to Sixes. Sixes can mistype as Fours, especially if they have artistic inclinations, but they lack the Four's self-absorption. They can mistype as Fives, especially if they are intellectual, as many Sixes are, but unlike Fives, Sixes tend to be practical. Finally, conterphobic Sixes can easily mistype as Eights, but they lack the Eight's self-certainty.

Enneagram Type 2 - The Helper

Helpers who need to be needed

2. The Helper
People of this personality type essentially feel that they are worthy insofar as they are helpful to others. Love is their highest ideal. Selflessness is their duty. Giving to others is their reason for being. Involved, socially aware, usually extroverted, Twos are the type of people who remember everyone's birthday and who go the extra mile to help out a co-worker, spouse or friend in need.

Twos are warm, emotional people who care a great deal about their personal relationships, devote an enormous amount of energy to them, and who expect to be appreciated for their efforts. They are practical people who thrive in the helping professions and who know how to make a home comfortable and inviting. Helping others makes Twos feel good about themselves; being needed makes them feel important; being selfless, makes Twos feel virtuous. Much of a Two's self-image revolves around these issues, and any threat to that self-image is scarcely tolerated. Twos are thoroughly convinced of their selflessness, and it is true that they are frequently genuinely helpful and concerned about others. It is equally true, however, that Twos require appreciation; they need to be needed. Their love is not entirely without ulterior motive.

Twos often develop a sense of entitlement when it comes to the people closest to them. Because they have extended themselves for others, they begin to feel that gratitude is owed to them. They can become intrusive and demanding if their often unacknowledged emotional needs go unmet. They can be bossy and manipulative, feeling entirely justified in being so, because they "have earned the right" and their intentions are good. The darkest side of the type Two fixation appears when the Two begins to feel that they will never receive the love they deserve for all of their efforts. Under such circumstances, they can become hysterical, irrational and even abusive.

Because Twos are generally helping others meet their needs, they can forget to take care of their own. This can lead to physical burnout, emotional exhaustion and emotional volatility. Twos need to learn that they can only be of true service to others if they are healthy, balanced and centered in themselves.

Twos can mistype themselves if they are not in an obvious helper role in their professional lives; they might not recognize the extent of their involvement in assisting others. This is especially true for male Twos, who have not received the same social rewards for helping as female Twos receive. Male Twos frequently mistype as Ones or Threes, the wings of type Two. Females, of all types, are bound to recognize some of the dynamics of type Two in their personalities, as such qualities have been socially reinforced. Female Nines, for instance, are especially prone to mistyping as Twos, particularly if they are the mothers of small children. But Nines are self-effacing and humble; Twos are proud and have a strong sense of their own worth

@темы: выебудни